What IF?!

Lately, I've been thinking "what if".
Just what if ..

What if there wasn't a miscarriage. What if they had gotten to him sooner. What if I wasn't in that tree house. What if we had kept in touch. What if she hadn't gotten sick. What if that fire never happened. What if I had won that season. What if I switched to a travel team. What if high school girls didn't have long hair. What if I said yes to you. What if I didn't say yes to you. What if she hadn't told me I was good, REALLY good. What if I didn't go to that audition. What if I was louder. What if she wasn't there too. What if she didn't like my socks. What if I hadn't kept with it. What if I wasn't tall. What if you hadn't tried to impress us. What if she didn't date him. What if he had come back to visit. What if I had given in to your dare. What if you hadn't introduced me to all of them. What if I didn't have a job that summer. What if I had stayed away from him. What if I hadn't drank that much. What if she wasn't there. What if I had drank more. What if I didn't try it. What if I didn't tell her about him. What if I passed. What if I had walked to the corner at 3 in the morning. What if I didn't push everyone away. What if I didn't play along. What if she didn't have that accident. What if I hadn't ignored him. What if I wasn't so quiet. What if he hadn't moved. What if he got that job. What if we had moved. What if we had moved further. What if they didn't get that dog. What if they had said I couldn't go. What if I didn't feel bad for the little one.What if I had let him finish what he had started. What if I didn't forgive. What if I forgot. What if I had confessed. What if I wasn't that friend. What if I wasn't so bored and had nothing to do that I didn't dwell on the past all the time and write stupid blogs like this?

HAAA!
I had way more what ifs, but I got rid of most of them.