Hot Mess?

I'm a mess.

I bottle everything up until I can't handle it anymore and break.
Tears are streaming down my face.
It doesn't help that I can see my reflection in my computer screen.

I'm trying to convince myself that this is a good thing.
but I'm scared.
I need to go for a walk.

On a lighter note.. I made a youtube video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVruusaSb6A