Lifestyles. Isn't that a condom brand?

So basically lately I've decided I want to make a change in my lifestyle.

I'd like to make myself happy, instead of just being lazy like I am. Its day three of being a Vegetarian for at least a month. I wanted to do it for a month to try it, but now apparently I've got friends betting on me? So whatever, I'll just go for however long I can stand it. Which may be a while since I don't plan on giving up anytime soon. I'd also like to start getting to bed earlier. I know that may make me sound like I'm 60 but seriously, I never go to bed before 1 usually and I always have to be up for 8. I NEED my sleep. I'm also going to make an effort to keep my room unusually clean unlike normal, and I want to try to finally go through my closet that I haven't been in, in YEARS! I'd like to start walking my dog again. I know she likes walks. I need to figure out what I want to do with my life. I need to pick a career to look forward to. I need motivation. I also need a job. I know I have one, but its just for the rest of the summer. I'm not sure it will last even that long. I need to start reading more again. As well as going to bed earlier, I'd like to get up earlier. When I'm not working, the earliest I'm up is past 12. Its terrible. During the school year I think I'm going to get up around 6 again. I feel like I need to have time in the morning again. This year I want to be myself. I want to not look like shit every time I walk into class in the morning. Not to mention my first period class is with Sheard this year, so if I'm late for class I'll be locked out. Another thing? I want to be flexible.

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I'm watching big brother at the moment its an old one. I'm never caught up with any show, I look forward to it every summer now though. They just asked America what the "have-nots" should be eating for the week. Sauerkraut and seaweed, cabbage and cocktail weenies, or pickled eggs and pickled herring. Yuck. If I was them I'd want the cabbage. I don't think I'd eat anything else. I also just finished a peanut butter and jam sandwich. Good thing I love peanut butter. Its my protein source. I'm cutting out pictures from magazines for my collage still. I'm not sure how big this thing is going to be, but we shall see. I just cut out a picture of the Queen. Yes, the Queen will be on my wall. So will the words "INDIE QUEEN".

Alright. Back to my searching/cutting/watching/and dreaming.

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